In the midst of my unending whining, self-pity, anger and depression someone told me “자리를 지켜라”.
Honestly, I still don’t know how. I still don’t have the confidence to protect whatever’s left of myself. I’m still afraid to do anything.
After much thought and hesitation, I muster my courage and registered for the 32nd Intermediate TOPIK on the last day of registration.
I don’t have the confidence to pass even Level 3. And I know there isn’t much time left to prepare for it. But… 나도 내 자리를 지키고 싶다. Maybe… hopefully with this I’ll be able to remember how I was before and will be able to find my old self back.
And at least I’ll have something to focus on instead of thinking useless thoughts day in and day out.
일하는 것, 운동하는 것, 드라마 보는 것, 생각하는 것. 요즘에 그것을 밖에 안 해.
I miss studying Korean. I miss blogging.