지금이 시작이야 인생의 주인공은 나야

언젠간 내게도 좋은 날이 올 거야
지금이 시작이야 인생의 주인공은 나야

Whenever I’m having a bad time I always listen (and sing) “Fly Again”. I’m having such a difficult time lately that I’m starting not to believe the song anymore. Thinking that the lines I posted above is just a lie. I kept wondering when will the good day come… will it ever come? It seems like it won’t.

But, on my lowest day… just when I was least expecting it, 좋은 날이 왔다 a good day has come. And I really felt like I was the star of the world on that day.

It was not fabulous nor awesome in any way. But it erases all my worries behind and gave me another opportunity to pick things up and try to start all over again. All along I felt so lonely, without realizing that there were a lot of people behind me, supporting me and cheering for me. I thought all along that I was worthless and stupid and can’t keep up with everyone’s expectation without realizing that there are lots of people believing in me.

I only wish for one thing though. I wish I can return all these ‘favors’ I’m getting by being a better me – a better student. I wish I can keep up with everyone’s expectation. I finally decided on not to give up any of my classes. I wish I made the right decision.

열심히 하겠습니다!

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